Sometimes unexpected things do happen. Effort does not equate to success. But how come some people get the stuffs that you ever wanted without much effort? No doubt, I am disappointed in myself. Time again, i told myself i will be strong not to let my friends worry but it is tough to clap for him and to smile at him and to see him shaking his hands in front of me.

thanks peiqi for pulling me out of the room, thanks jolyn for running to find me, thanks mayves for comforting, thanks siying for asking me if im alright, thanks hebei for consoling me. thanks jiayun for understanding what am i going through

camwhoring really made me cheer up. that feeling is just great. throwing all those troubles behind.

i hope you seniors like the jelly we made. the times we had fun, joy and laughter. the concert we had together. those memorable moments that i wont forgot. i love you guys sounds gay, but it's true.

thanks abigail for offering your hug to me. thanks dbr seniors for the gifts. thanks erhao for counselling me, wanting me to stand up again. thanks jannah for making us less left out.

dinner was spent at swensens. those sweet little ice cream really made my day. thanks peiqi for the treat and consoling me with ice cream. sorry if i created discontentment within you all. sorry. it is just that we really wanted ice cream.

thanks anqi and christine for helping and being a nice listening ear. I think the way i talk almost make you all puke blood

sometimes, things are not supposed to be yours. after talking to erhao and abigail and gary, i really feel what they feeling now. TKUS, strong and solid we are, never will we split up. This sentence will stand throughout the darkest storms right?

STORMcity!;
- 8:07 AM

Finally had some rest during the long weekend but the teachers are giving homework as if they were FOC. my room is getting and messier each day.

supposedly there is the tkus outing to watch marching band syf competition. But then somehow it left only me, abigail and sharyn. The performance was enjoyable. We counted how many props that dropped on the field, staring at the dancer whose long mexican skirt dropped (HAHHAHAHA!), female drum major holding the mace, seeing abigail's dad sms and listening to the instrument that farts melodiously. As we were waiting for the results, abigail's sis came. She is so playable. I told her to give me a Hi-five and she just placed her palm on my palm. LOL. so cute right? She is so chatty and humourous. i like her a lot because she said that i am more handsome then gary. HAHA. Then abigail told me that if gary ask her, then she will twist her answer again. But i dint allow gary to ask her because i am very happy with the answer. HAHA. shall catch up with amanda soon. (:

I think all of the bands put in tremendous effort. (: shant elaborate abt the results as journey is more important than its destination. (:

had dinner with the non clarinets. (siying, chinghong and me) at pastamania. we eat and chat. However their conversation got lots of censored part and really triggered my curiousity to know abt the censored parts. GRRR. the content sounds so delicious lah. hah.

anyway, happy birthday to cedric. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE.!

may all your wishes come true. (:

STORMcity!;
- 10:23 PM

Over the weekend, I discovered that I am still a kid at heart. It's too difficult to keep your emotions in your heart. It's painful. I must be strong and move on. That's life. If you don't improve you will be the bottom.

Although im not close to him, but when seeing him lying down there, and see faces of relatives crying, it disheartened me. The news was quite unexpected to me. There were many flashbacks in my head and emotions came like a tidal wave when i saw him. It was too sudden. Rest in peace gramps.

STORMcity!;
- 6:10 AM

Every good things come to an end. In fact yesterday ended with something bad. Sigh. By looking back at myself a few years back in primary school, I really felt so foolish, so dumb, and silly for those unneccessary worries.

Peiqi was the highlight of the day yesterday during the playground. Firstly she can get up the spiderweb like a monkey. But then on the way down she is like a cat. (Im sure all of you heard that cats usually get stuck on the tree and needs some kind people to save) haha. Next we sat at the orbital like thing which keeps you spinning when you sit. As she was spinning she fell of the thing, i think knocked by a guy. then she fell out of the orbital. Fortunately she didnt stand up if not she will get hit on her head. Luckily she was rolling on floor laughing, rofl. The worse thing is that she dint remember a thing. After which we sat on this thing like mini firefox. So erhao and gary pulled her and when she came to the end, she was like almost flying off. When we see that we were like 0.0 probably she is too lightweight. hah

so the tkbs + principal(jolyn) ran back to the pit because we were too enthu in cleaning up. So we helped part of the tkgs to clean up first before they left. Moment later we left too.

WE DIDNT TAKE SECTION PICTURE LA. and i dint camwhore as much. (: anyway, happy belated birthday lingmei. i haven done my pi, econs test prep, math assignment chem tutorials, physics tutorials. so -.- gonna be productive later. And christina is damn pervert. Because from her house she can look into my toilet. (we stay in the same block). So yesterday she told me that your toilet light is still on. I was like "shit! what if she peep at me when im bathing next time." that that.... pervert.

STORMcity!;
- 9:06 PM

Yesterday was an unpleasent day. It was a blazing hot friday afternoon even the wind produced by the fat was warm. Everything is so stuffy and it made me so uncomfortable. The only thing that cheer me up was the ikea trip eating meatballs with tkbs, tmss, part of perc gang. Didnt realise jolyn so informative. It is not a very positive word though. HAH.

Band practice wasnt as interesting as previous practices. We were given another new piece which I dint understand. At moments I was feeling very frustrated with myself for not getting the music well unlike my peers who seems to get it done so easily. So practically I was glommy-ing over there. That's why ms sia keep on calling me to play. That was why again that i kept turning around to find somebody to smile to. (:

tmr is gonna be a fun day. (: gonna prepare myself for camwhoring sessions. hah

STORMcity!;
- 8:31 PM

having YEC later. i wonder if my plan for my nightwalk will be accepted by the majority. Hopefully everything goes well later when i present. shit. Studying with christina is not productive at all. (maybe it is the place because there's a lot of girls for me to see). Apprently, Christina has a very thick skin. like about 7metres thick. (= enjoy whereever you are. dont think too much



Girls have changed their taste said:
i woke up at 12 plus

Girls have changed their taste said:
ha

Regina. says:
lol

Regina. says:
i worst than you

Regina. says:
haha

Girls have changed their taste says:
haha

Girls have changed their taste says:
i think you have sank too much into ur dreams.

if weiyi read this he will find some way to suan her too. but seriously without her in our class i doubt we will have much entertainment.

anyway, im proud to be a doublereed-er lols. just some random thoughts. >.<
i discovered there are some naughty boys and girls out there who reads my blog without tagging. if i know who you are, im going to smack ur backside with my racket. >.<


am i doing the right thing?

STORMcity!;
- 3:15 AM

i also want to show off my 2.4 timing, im a little proud of it. haha 10.48 mins. (: ccan i reach below 10.30? hopefully i can do my standing board jump and pull up if not there's no point for me gettingA for running.

STORMcity!;
- 7:58 AM

It has been a long day. Too busy to even sleep. 24hours a day is far too short for sleeping, studying (it takes almost half of the day. imagine more than 12 hours in school), eat, celebrating birthday, hanging out, and slacking in the most unglam postition


My computer is trying to irritate me now, by auto restart or hang for like 4 -5 times. Imagine you type halfway and poof everything is gone or you are in the midst of chatting with your friends? HP is not very efficient. I gave them service calls and till now the HP engineers have not give me any calls yet and worse of all I got this cursed CPU because it need maintainence for every 2 to 3 months.

There's something within me which is building up --- guilt. I felt uneasy by suaning regina and ppl at times. Just to apologise. I dont mean to do it. But for regina's case is different. She even laughed at herself when we teased about her.

So far i think i gave a number of teachers bad impression especially chem, econs and physics. Im going to give you results to change your impression of me tutors. I don't want to be those irritating students who dont do teachers work or create chaos. We won't ruin 101's pleasent history. (:

its time for us to reflect

STORMcity!;
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