Monday, November 19, 2007
So far I have been attending band practices at Meridian. For the first practice I was so loner. Band started at 5.30pm and I reached on the dot. I didnt dare to go in. So i walked and paced around the band room hoping someone will invite me in. after about 5 mins someone finally notice my existence. I KNOW im white. but im not transparent. lols. There are many running notes in the pieces and I hate those running notes. I couldnt play my low notes well might be something wrong with the reeds. i used to play closed hole oboe now i have to change to open hole oboe. a lot of adaptations have to be made.
The conductress is very hilarious. lols. maybe i havent seen the other side of her because my section leader is very afraid of her. lols. The combined session was worse.i couldnt play those very low notes. okok not very low. just now. lols.
second band practice was better. i talk to my senior.. haha. i am just shy to girls okay. SHY. YES. VINCENT WILL FEEL SHY AT TIMES U NOE? lols. i dint dare to look directly at her eyes. i will tend to look at the floor or pillar instead of facing her. cos very awkward and shy. haha.
for sunday, i went to church for thanking HIM for the spiritual support. xD. it was different from previous services as this time, the pastor preach as he painted which will be auctioned for our church. 1st time i see a 50 000 bucks of painting. lols. i just realise he dun use brush to paint.
huiying ask me to wear something that is nice. so i tried to wear something nice. in the end, the ppl there wore even nicer den me. haha. tingting and yulan wore almost the same thing and made me difficult to differentiate both of them. after service we chatted. and yulan asked if she had seen me in church before. LOLS. maybe i wasnt so noticeable or maybe i grown more charming until she couldnt recognise me. haheho. i told her i saw her at tj open house as she was crossing the road. huiying asked why i didnt dare to stare into her eyes. The worst thing is she ask the question in front of yulan. i was shy can? lols. i haven been attending church for ages because of parental consences. to avoid awkwardness i move a few steps back. lols.
the third practice was the most interesting out of the 3 i had. caishengye waved at me today. i accidentally dao-ed her. lols. but im not so bad lah. i did turned back and wave back to her. see im nice. at least throughout the journey waiting for the bus, more ppl said bye to me compared to none in the first practice. lols.
im going to the new campus school soon. so excited. any cheap suspenders around? and i want to find jobs soon. lols.
STORMcity!;
- 5:26 PM