Monday, December 10, 2007
Rainy season is still on. Hopefully weather don't turn against tomorrow if not here goes my swimming plans. Somehow, I feel like I am not friendly enough. Taking today as an example, I walked in the band room and exchanged greetings. It was okay. When it was time to move the chair, I felt I was like a complete idiot, standing at nowhere, doing some -.- weird stuffs. I need to get out of my comfort zone. But sometimes, what makes me afraid is that if I am overly friendly that results me becoming detestable. I have lovely seniors. Shall talk and interact with them more often rather than just living in my own world, sms to friends during lunch breaks instead of chatting and get to know more about every single one of them.
Conversation topics can be easily generated when you are with your close friends for example you can talk about sleeping for this moment, then about facial care then to body fitness. I am lousy in creating conversational topics. Those that I created has no content or anything. Someone teach me how.
I want to apologise to CS. I know all of you will think it is uneccessary or what but I feel there is a need. He took the first step by saying hello when we were in the bus to IKEA for lunch. All I did was replied him, and took out my phone and sms to my friend.
I don't want to be shy with anyone. Need confidence boost pills. Need to widen my social circle. Yeah...
STORMcity!;
- 4:46 AM